Just Me

2003-10-10T23:57:00.000-04:00

See my new blog! P.S. it is still a work in progress but I'll be working on it more when I come back!

2003-09-17T07:51:00.000-04:00

So this is really neat. It's also really simple, it's PONG! And not only that it's 3-D Pong! So guess what I was playing all night. The top scores were as follows (starting with the score first acheived): 1. 148 - Kelsey 2. 154 - Mike 3. 160 - Kelsey 4. 164 - Brian 5. 217 - Kelsey 6. 256 - Mike So I spent quite a few games trying to beat Mike's top score. The closest I could get was 250. So I

2003-09-14T23:01:00.000-04:00

Okay I'll honestly admit that I'm ranting again today, but I've been under a lot of stress lately so I feel entitled. There's this girl I work with, now don't get me wrong she's sweet and I like her a lot. I feel like we could probably be good friends, unfortunatly there are a few things that bug the living piss out of me about her. For one, she's never wrong. Never. She actually tried to tell me

2003-09-04T11:42:00.000-04:00

Okay, today's blog is not a traditional blog but rather a rant about everyone who's pissed me off in the short time since I woke up about an hour ago. I don't normally wake up angry and today was no exception, but right now I'm pretty much feed up with everyone. So let's start with my neighbors. The man in the apartment below me just moved in and I have nothing personal against the man, just

2003-08-27T01:06:00.000-04:00

So I just came home from the hospital. My grandfather is sick and when I got there I was told that he might not even make it through the night, I was also told that I wasn't supposed to know. I found out not from my mother who knows that I have a fairly close relationship with my grandfather but from my cousin who was told by her dad even though my mother again said not to "tell the kids". This

2003-08-15T18:43:00.000-04:00

Well, thank God the blackouts appear to be done. We didn't get power back for over 24 hrs here. I know that there are still supposed to be rolling blackouts but I can handle that because that's really just a minor annoyance. It's amazing how many things that are in our lives that need power and how dependant that we've gotten to it. Yesterday when there was no power I finally looked around my

2003-08-02T18:00:00.000-04:00

So I now remember why I moved out. It's a little boring here in Grimsby, and since I probably won't post for a while, mainly because I would finally like to learn how to make my own website so I think I'm going to use some of my time off for that, I decided to post again. Unfortunatly I don't really have anything to write. All I can think of right now is how much I want my parent's cat. I mean

2003-08-02T16:47:00.000-04:00

So I'm here at my parent's house, my dad and Diane's, because it's their time to take care of me because no one wants to leave me alone for too long. The surgury went rather well with the exception of the pain and small panic attacks. I think that it's really funny that the way to fix something, in this case a sore throat, immediately causes more pain then it did when left alone. Oh well, at

2003-07-13T10:25:00.000-04:00

So I just got back from Niagara Falls where I went for my birthday with Brian. It was a lot of fun. I got a new tatoo. It's on the opposite side of the dragonfly. It of a tree frog. I just thought that it was really cute, but damn did it hurt! I think this is definatly my last tatoo. We also went to the Rainforest Cafe. I love that place! The food might not be the best, it's certainly no Susha

2003-07-04T16:05:00.000-04:00

For anyone who doesn't know, a medium part of my family is American. So normally I do celebrate July 4th with a picnic at my Grandma C's house. Someone, usually my mother calls me and just lets me know that it's still on and that someone will come and pick me up as I usually lack a car. So with one week to July 4th and no call, I assumed that there was no picinic, so I made plans to go to the

2003-06-27T19:21:00.000-04:00

Well, I've officially become one of those people I hate. I seem to have a strong tendency to ignore my old friends. Now previous to recently, I was the one who was ignored and felt out of the loop, but now I'm the one who's doing the ignoring and while I keep telling myself that I have very good reasons and excuses, it really just comes down to I was too busy, I forgot, or I just didn't feel like

2003-06-10T16:19:00.000-04:00

Okay, I try to follow some simple instructions and somehow I screw them up. My computer's dead and now my comments aren't working...AAARGG!!!

2003-04-25T00:59:00.000-04:00

I've been really sick lately so I've had a couple of days off of work in which I have nothing to really do but think. The other day I got to thinking about jelousy and how it's such a vibrant emotion. Now when dealling with the word jelousy I do also mean Envy which to me are basically the same feeling. Jelousy is such a strong emotion. It can come between two people so quickly and it easliy can

2003-04-14T23:07:00.000-04:00

So Tequilla and I are back from Stevensville or well wherever my Grandparents live. She loved it there, having people around all the time to play with. My grandparents thought that she was the cutest thing. Grandma kept playing with her all the time. I think she's a bit bored now that we're home. I'm not nearly as exciting as they are. So that brand new cage I bought the degus, that the guy at

2003-04-08T12:51:00.000-04:00

So I'm still dying but I've had a change of scenery. I'm currently staying at my Grandparents in Stevensville (I think). They wanted to be able to take care of me while I recover. So now I'm here with my kitten teaching my grandpa how to use the computer. It's fun cause they're intresting people. Anyway I gotta jet, there's lunch to eat! Miss you all!

2003-04-06T19:07:00.000-04:00

I'm just here dying in case anyone cares....

2003-03-26T19:59:00.000-05:00

I feel compelled to update this thing but I don't really have anything to say, (wow that sounds fairly normal for me), Life is pretty boring lately. My art lessons ended on Monday which means that I don't have to skip my art lesson to go out with Heather and Patti for "Seafood and Penis" which translates into Heather's birthday where we're going out for Red Lobster and then to the strip club. *

2003-03-18T20:00:00.000-05:00

I just bought Fred and George a HUGE bunny cage to live in. I'm not sure how long it will last because they chew through everything but they love it. They're running all over the place exploring every nook and crany. I'm happy because they're happy. :)

2003-03-07T01:42:00.000-05:00

I'm the first person to admit that I'm rather niave, I tend to talk to strangers and trust a little too easily. I know that there are bad things out there but I live in my blissful little cocoon of indiference and apathy. I see all these bad things on the news and while they bother me, none of it really sinks in. I guess some part of my brain is convinced that this sort of thing happens "

2003-02-26T21:41:00.000-05:00

I just got the cutest little kitten in the World! Her name is Tequila, and she's black with white and orang-ish spots on her. The markings on her face make her look like she's always ready to cry (which is not far from the truth). She is so tiny. She's about 7 inches and she weights around three pounds. She's six weeks old and she's just so clutsy it's adorable. She falls over everything. She can

2003-02-19T21:05:00.000-05:00

I'm watching Fred and George run around in their little wheel in their aquarium and it just makes me think that I'm kinda like them. I live here in my little box fairly content with my life, running in in my own little emotional wheel. Nothing really changes day to day. I get home from work and get dinner, I watch a little tv, talk on the phone, read a book or take a bath. Just to get up the next

2003-02-17T01:01:00.000-05:00

Have you ever wondered what part of your mind your dreams come from? Lately I've been having the weirdest dreams. Not that what normally passses for one of my dreams could be considered anything but weird. I mean there's only so many times that you can dream about the same shopping mall and trying to find your car in the parking lot, or losing your baby sister to witches that live on top of a

2003-01-18T12:52:00.000-05:00

I hurt.....

2003-01-09T16:04:00.000-05:00

Okay well....hmmm... what to say... It's been a kinda dull week. Not much has happened. I learned how to play NHL 96 on Super Nintendo and well, I'm really really bad at it. Kyle and Brian came over last night and played that and Madden 96. Needless to say I feel asleep. (Brian wants me to say that he kicked Kyle's ass except for in the first game of NHL) I also got Cool Boarders 2 for

2003-01-01T14:20:00.000-05:00

YAY quizzes, How I missed you!!!! Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are a siren. What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox Your magical style is Faery. What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla< * Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin

2003-01-01T14:00:00.000-05:00

Happy New Years So I spent New Years up in Oakville at John's house. It was okay, nothing really spectacular or anything. We pretty much just sat around and watched hockey all night. The boys tried to play Century using hockey minutes so well, I got to drive home. It sucked a little cause I was so tired that while watching the Leafs beat Vancouver (Go Leafs Go) I kinda started to fall asleep.

2002-12-28T09:35:00.000-05:00

So I spent Boxing day with my Dad and Diane at their house celebrating "christmas". They got me the coolest gift! They got me 10 art lessons! So i get to go to art lessons every monday now. Tons of fun! Anyway gotta get back to work ....

2002-12-26T00:01:00.000-05:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! I hope that everyone's had a great christmas. Mine was pretty cool! I got all sorts of things for the kitchen that will be fun to learn how to use. I also got the Beauty and the beast dvd from sanjay and a cookbook from one of my favorite cooks Jamie Oliver. My Grandma got me some towels that will match my bathroom wonderfully. Sanjay also got me a fuzzy blanket that

2002-12-10T09:42:00.000-05:00

I got this from Stacey the other day and it was too funny not to post. Enjoy all! *LoL* Remember the book "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus"? Here's a prime example offered by an English professor from the University of Phoenix: "Today we will experiment with a new form called the tandem story. The process is simple. Each person will pair off with the person sitting to his or her immediate

2002-11-16T23:21:00.000-05:00

"Let it Snow, Let it Snow, Let it Snow!"

2002-11-16T23:20:00.000-05:00

I just got back from Sanjay's Christmas party. It was a ton of fun! well, with the exception of the fact that i feel like I've been hit by a truck. I'm so sick right now...i guess that I caught the bug that was flying around the office. It felt so nice to dress up and go have a nice dinner though. And I got to talk to a lot of the people that I met at last years christams party. Although I think

2002-11-16T16:16:00.000-05:00

Well I'm getting ready to go to Sanjya's christmas party. We went to the leafs game yeasterday and it was amazing!! it was so much fun and we were 4 rows up from the blue line!! everyone was cheering "go Leafs Go" and we drowned out all the Sabres fans! it really was a ton of fun *smile* well i guess is should go and make myself look beautiful for all of sanjay's friends...I have my work cut out

2002-11-13T14:47:00.000-05:00

Well, i guess you know that I'm in training when i post twice in one week *LoL* Training is well going, only one hour left yay! You know it's been a long day when you look back on it and can't remember leaving your house in the morning. I'll be glad when this is finally done and i don't have to wake up at the butt crack of dawn anymore. I got some new pets! Fred and George are my brand new degus.

2002-11-12T10:00:00.000-05:00

I just got this from my aunt and it was way too funny not to post *LoL* SEVEN REASONS TO CRAWL UNDER A ROCK (TRUE STORIES) 1. CURL UP AND DIE: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" - Melinda Lowe, 39, Seguin TX 2. PAD PLEASE: An insurance man visited me at home to talk about our mortgage

2002-11-04T07:09:00.000-05:00

Wow! I know that it's been way too long when over a month passes and I haven't updated this thing. It's a little hard not having internet because I mean really I don't want to type all of my break away. I kinda have better things to do. Anyway, it's Monday morning at 7 in the morning and here I am at work. Ready to learn lots of new things so that I can do my job better....whatever. They're

2002-09-22T17:16:00.000-04:00

Uggg...I hate sundays. They are so slow at work, the only consolation is that I only have to work till 10, after that I'm going out drinking with the guys, which is a lot of fun. My new home is shaping up quite nicely. Sanjay, the absolute sweethart, helped me yesterday by unpacking a lot of things, he also installed a small rack to hang utensils on and a brand new shower head, that one still

2002-09-20T21:33:00.000-04:00

today was a bit of a wash. I ended up travelling the better part of the day (about 4 hours) to Milton so that I could be there when Sanjay got off of work becuase we were going over to someone's house for drinks and food and junk (it was a friend of his from work)It was supposed to be a bunch of us but it ended up being only sanjay, myself and his friend Brian (yes brian I know another brian but

2002-09-19T14:23:00.000-04:00

Today is such a happy day!! I get to move into my new place which is great, now all I need to do is paint and get a pat of some kind, I'm thinking of getting a Degu, which is kinda like a chinchilla but less expensive and just as cute! Thanks for the suggestion Brian! I also get to see Sanjay, which makes any day a happy day, love you plus one Twit! *kisses* I absolutely love my new job, it's a

2002-09-19T03:11:00.000-04:00

okay, today I'm going to deviate from my normal posting and this is going to be a bit of a rant that's been a long time coming, so for those of you who dislike childish behavior, please forgive me for the following post in which I plan on finally getting a few thing off my chest that have been really annoying me. ************************ Nikki, Ed, I am fed up with your behavior. Now I thought

2002-09-12T12:15:00.000-04:00

Again with the long time, sorry to all three of you who read this... My life's been fairly busy these last couple of weeks. I officially now have an apartment (yeah) so I can move into that soon... I'm sure that chris will be glad to be rid of me (even though we never see each other)... I'm still in love with my job and enjoy all of my new friends. I'm actually finding that instead of missing

2002-08-31T08:33:00.000-04:00

Hey all! I know it's been a long time but my internet time has been limited a lot lately due to jobbage. I Love my new job, it is so neat! I actually like going to work. I'm making tons of new friends in my classes. So life has been lots 'o fun lately. Still working on that aparment thingy though. I also really miss sanjay and getting to talk to kim (phone) weekly for our hour (sometimes multiple

2002-08-20T14:10:00.000-04:00

I'm having a bit of an antisocial day. I don't really want to talk to people, but I know that if I do they'll drag me out of this funk. Have you ever had one of those days when you feel like you've forgotten how to talk becuase you haven't in such a long time? That's where I am right now... Maybe I'm just saving up all my enthusiasm 'cause Sanjay finally gets home today! He's been in Trinidad for

2002-08-17T13:12:00.000-04:00

I Got the job i wanted! It's in St. Catarines, and I start on the 26th. It's great, now all i have to do is get the apartment that i wanted... *Floating*

2002-08-17T07:24:00.000-04:00

© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen The RAINBOW Goddess represents all aspects of the color spectrum. Those who are Rainbowed have the deepest significance to people throughout all the phases of their life. They have more influence on those around them then one can possibly imagine. They often help others by strengthening, soothing and inspiring them. *now isn't this ironic after my

2002-08-14T02:13:00.000-04:00

I hate Rainbow crap!

2002-08-04T07:40:00.000-04:00

Wow it's been a long time since i posted. My life's been pretty busy lately, I'm working two jobs right now so i don't get a lot of time to relax. The people at the one job keep telling me that I need to slow down before I get an ulcer. The next wedding was great, luckily I didn't cry much to sanjay's dissappointment since he came well stocked in Kleenexes for this one. It was really pretty even

2002-07-21T14:20:00.000-04:00

I attended one of the best weddings I've ever been to yesterday. It was just a simple ceremony in a backyard, but there was so much feeling in it. The vows were absolutely beautiful. I love the traditional ones but I think that these ones were just perfect. They involed sayings like "I vow to love what I know of you, and trust what I don't know". It just really was beautiful. The people that got

2002-07-12T12:37:00.000-04:00

Life sucks....my cat's still missing, I miss my boy, and tonight I start the night shift so I'm working from 11pm to 7am...Crappity, crap, crap.

2002-07-11T17:00:00.000-04:00

Well, it seems that I can no longer complain about everyone forgetting my birthday. Normally, on my birthday, I go out with Sanjay or stay home with my family, and this year was no exception. However, this year when i got home there were a ton of phone messages from people wishing me a happy birthday, as well as there being numerous emails......I just want to say Thanks to everyone out there who

2002-07-08T16:04:00.000-04:00

So I'm temping (is that a word) at my Dad's office right now and they appear to have run out of things for me to do today.... So I decided to blog instead. Today is my last official day of being a teenager.....god, it's so depressing.... Tomorrow 1/4 of my life is over, gone, and I don't feel that I have much to show for it. I mean , I made some friends and I 've lost a bunch of them as well,

2002-07-07T13:53:00.000-04:00

okay, My cat is gone...... Oreo is my sweet little cat, but now I'm begining to think that he's oreo cookie crumbs on the side of the road..... :*( He's been gone for going on five days now....The most he's ever gone missing before....I can only hope that perhaps my neighbors kidnapped "toby" again....(They've kidnapped him before, and the renamed him Toby and feed him sardines....) but

2002-06-30T18:36:00.000-04:00

I officially curse everyone out there who has told me that I need sun. I took everyones advice today about how I was getting too pale and how sickly I looked. So finally I decided to get some sun. After working in the garden for a few hours, I went and floated around the pool for an hour and a bit. It was emensly relaxing. however, even though I was covered with SPF 45 sunscreen, my logs from

2002-06-29T12:41:00.000-04:00

I've decided that Phobias are weird things. I currently have two. the first I've had for a long long time. I'm terrified of falling. A lot of people confuse this with a fear of heights but really it's not. I can stand in the CN tower and look down without an ounce of fear. It doesn't bother me at all. But try and get me up a step ladder, not a chance in hell. I freeze and then I start to shake.

2002-06-16T12:53:00.000-04:00

I had a great time last night. Despite the fact that my knee hurt most of the night, it was a lot of fun. I got to meet some of Sanjay's friends from work and they were all really neat people. First, we went up to Gillian's house, she's the girl that Sanjay torments continuosly at work, but to be honest, she gives as good as she gets. There I met, well Gillian obviously, her roomate Roxanne, Amy,

2002-06-13T16:06:00.000-04:00

well this has been a week and a half! And it's not even the end of the week! For all of you out there who didn't know, I got a job on Monday. Not a particularly glamorus job but decent, or so I at first thought. I was working as counter help at a Dry Cleaners. What everyone who worked there failled to tell me, well at first cause some of them were really nice to me like Jessica, was that not

2002-06-02T16:56:00.000-04:00

I've decided that I'm dating the wrong person. See when a crazy person approaches me and they do frequently 'cause a) I live in Hamilton and b) I seem to be a crazy person magnet, I try to politely ignore them. However, when Sanjay is apprached by a crazy/drunk person, he encourages them to stay and talk to us. Now I honestly cannot understand what motivates him to do this. The other day he felt

2002-05-25T15:07:00.000-04:00

Okay, now I'm really sick and tired of this. I have not attacked anyone personally and yet I am constantly being attacked by others not only on my own blog but whenever I leave comments (harmlessly) on other peoples blogs. So whoever you are, and I think I can wager a fair guess, take your own advice, grow up and leave me the fuck alone.

2002-05-24T10:41:00.000-04:00

I know that I haven't blogged in quite a while as some people are quite persistant in reminding me. So here goes a new one for the few of you who read this. Now to understand the rest of what I'm saying, it's necessary to understand a few fundament things about my basic nature. One I tend to trust friends with my life. Once someone has earned my trust and kept it for a while, I become as clear

2002-04-05T02:45:00.000-05:00

I have come to the conclusion that my parents were right...the world is full of crazies. The other day i was on the bus heading towards the mall with my friend Char. Before we knew what was happenning these two guys were standing over us making conversation with us. Honestly, I cannot even remember what they started saying. Of course, as per usual, we seemed to have managed to get picked up by

2002-03-19T02:07:00.000-05:00

I know that I haven't posted for a long time but this thing was kinda broke-ish, thanks to Sanjay for fixing it again ^.^ It seems weird but I've been having a weird time lately, lots of swirrly depressive thoughts that I don't know what to make of. On an odd morbid kick, I've been thinking about what happens after we die. It just seems like a dissappointing end if all the experiances and

2002-02-21T13:51:00.000-05:00

Well, Kim and I went to TO to watch Ed and Nikki's three cats, Crackerjack, Marble, and Rye, while they spend their time in the Dominican.....(but you know, I'm not jelous!) anyway, so right now I'm in the Ontario Science Centre and Kim and I are Having a blast! We gat to pretend to be little kids again running around and pushing all the buttons to see what they do!!! (yeah i know i know, we're

2002-02-01T06:35:00.000-05:00

today is a quiz-ish day. Have fun finding out about yourself! I'm a Wind Spiriti See which Greek Goddess you are. Take the What animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz You sometimes doubt yourself - who you are and what you can do. You're a curious person, with questions and concerns about the world. You go along with the crowd and aim to please others to your best ability. But

2002-01-23T01:30:00.000-05:00

wow! it's been a long time since i last posted....i had no internet...right now i'm looking forward to so many things! next weekend is Formal and it will be a lot of fun to go dancing and get all dressed up and then the weekend after that i'm going skiiing in Barrie which will be a ton of fun! Another great thing is that Nikki and i are friends again!! so everything is great in my life! but very

2001-12-23T11:18:00.000-05:00

Well, Merry early Christmas everyone. I'm here celebrating Christmas with my father and family there, (yes, i know it's about two days too early but this is an example of how busy my christmas season is) anyway, I went out with sanjay, stacey and dave last night (dave's her new guy) I felt a little out of it because small world indeed sanjay knew dave from Tai Kwan Doe (or however you spell that)

2001-12-17T17:42:00.000-05:00

"A day without fries is a sad and wasted day indeed"

2001-12-17T17:37:00.000-05:00

I was talking with a friend recently about something I was upset about and she said something to me that got me thinking (yes I know what's the occasion) She said "I believe that I have experienced great sorrow so that later in life I will experience great happiness" (or something to that effect) and this really made me think. Who says? just because I'm sad now doesn't' mean that I'll be entitled

2001-12-12T01:54:00.000-05:00

Studying is hell, and i've been going through a bit of something right now, and the only thing i have to say about that is that Sanjay has been amazing and such a sweetheart, thank you so much hun. In other news, my cousin Rachel might be flying in from Vancouver! I'm really excited about it too, i haven't seen her in about four years. I went and saw Behind Enemy Lines tonight and i loved it and

2001-12-08T14:28:00.000-05:00

okay well hi all, i'm finally updating! okay and btw, i do not think that my "work of art" works for me do you? anyway i'm home right now doing the Christmas thing with my parents and josh and lex. we decided to make a gingerbreadhouse.....i do NOT reccomend it at all! it's goopy and groos and molassas smells bad! but meh! anyway i think i have to go decorate now but i'll post later! *Promise*

2001-12-08T14:25:00.000-05:00

If I were a work of art, I would be Leonardo da Vinci's Mona Lisa.I am extremely popular and widely known. Although unassuming and unpretentious, my enigmatic smile has charmed millions. I am a mystery, able to be appreciated from afar, but ultimately unknowable and thus intriguing.Which work of art would you be? The Art Test

2001-11-28T02:15:00.000-05:00

okay, wow, where to start, well to begin with i would like to say thank you so much to Sanjay for being the wonderful guy that he is and making a new layout for me, Love you lots Jellybean! meanwhile i have like 18 million essays to write anf exams coming up...yeah.... anyway i'm just killing time instead of writing my essay....i guess i should bite the bullet. sorry all!

2001-11-26T21:34:00.000-05:00

Hey all! Be afraid, Be very afraid, i'm blogging twice in a day! the world is now coming to an end!!!!! *singing* It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine *end song* haha just thought i'd curse you all with that little rendition. i'm evil...meh i'm over it. i really have nothing to say and am just wasting time....i hate essay season....and stupid boy toy has a final to study for,

2001-11-26T03:36:00.000-05:00

WOW! two posts in less than five days! i'm impressed with me, unfortunatly i don't have anything new to really say...although for the first time since i turned 19 (july 9th) i went out to a bar and had a decent time, Originally i wrote a lot more than this but somehow i managed to delete it all and just got ery pissed at Kim's pc so farewell to all two of you who read this, i quit for tonight! (

2001-11-23T22:39:00.000-05:00

Well not much to say, just checking in....had thanksgiving diner yesterday (yeah. . .family) not fun but whatever.....i really have nothing to say right now, well except for the whole thing about christmas.....i hate christmas and one of my roomates loves it but instead of putting all of her christmas things in only her room she's decided to put everything in the living room, which just, well i

2001-11-09T15:56:00.000-05:00

Okay well, it's nice to have a semblance of a page again, i know I know, it's not very exciting but...meh! I finally got around to deleting some old links like Chris' and well, Jeff's cause i know chirs isn't writting anymore, and Jeff hasn't wrote anything in AGES! Sanjay's site is having some weird difficulties and nikki has a whole new look, so go check it out if you haven't already! I'm

2001-10-22T10:33:00.000-04:00

okay well, if any of you read sanjay's blog, you all know by now that he's spending the week in Trinadad, a nice warm tropical island paradise....sigh....in otherwords i'm here by myself, trying to keep my mind off how much i miss him....i spent the weekend in TO trying to do just that.....eventually Karen yelled at me for talking about him too much.....sigh.....but on the up side he'll be back

2001-10-14T16:05:00.000-04:00

okay, i just figured that i should update before i get knocked off of Jeff's list *lol* not that he should be anyone to talk! Not much has been happening in my life. i went to a Bulldogs game and was completely embassed to be associated with my boyfriend. but other then that all i've been doing is conserving food (in truth i am a starving university student) and painting Christmas gifts, because

2001-10-04T19:00:00.000-04:00

i have reached a new low....you know that you're watching too much late night TV when you see "Cannibal Woman and the Avacado Jungle of Death".....and then you watch it because there is nothing better on.....someone save me from myself.... "Just what the world needs, another dead over achiever." ~ Austin The Second Summonings by Tanya Huff "Look, We'd better haul ass if we don't want to end up

2001-09-27T20:53:00.000-04:00

hi all, i'm updating on nikki's request...there isn't much to say other then i'm sick and tired and in pain and i want to talk to my stupid, but he hasn't called back *pout* other then that i've been doing a lot of job hunting because i need to get a job so i can afford some luxury items like food. that and i'm moving out with tony and char for this summer (partially because my parents kicked me

2001-09-18T03:01:00.000-04:00

well, just celebrated my first year anniversary with sanjay (you can read his site) i'm still on Cloud 9 *wheeee*

2001-09-11T16:37:00.000-04:00

well i got all moved in and everything i still don't have internet connection or a phone but i have cable so everythings good! i went out to dinner with sanjay, nikki and ed the other night and when nikki and i went outside so that she could smoke we got called hookers! i was more then a little insulted, until i realized that i guess i have a new carreer....on the down side, the world trade

2001-09-01T01:14:00.000-04:00

Wow, finally after a week i think (stress think) i'm done packing. It's been a headache in a half. i don't really understand it, when i moved in with my dad it took me exactally four hours to pack everything i owned into bags and boxes to move, but this, i swear it's taken about 30 hours to get everything done. the scary thing is that after getting rid of half my stuff i still packed about ten

2001-08-28T00:24:00.000-04:00

okay i give in! well i have three days left as a coffee wench and then i have to pack up all of my worldly belongings and move. i went through most of my clothes today and am getting rid of over half of them (it's amazing what you can find in your closet) Every year i give clothes away to the Salvation Army and every year i have more to give, it's really pathetic what i spend my money on.....

2001-08-20T00:43:00.000-04:00

just typing a quick post because someone here is bugging me to post then keeps trying to distract me while i do, stoopid sanjay......anyway i went horse back riding for the first time in my life today, it was a ton of fun, except that my horse, (tuesday) kept trying to eat everything in site. at one point she swallowed a leaf half chewwed and then coughed it out her nose, silly horse. then

2001-08-18T00:37:00.000-04:00

yeah, well, today was work again.....we have a new trainee...fun.....someone who has no clue what they're doing but is supposed to try and muddle through everything....yeah.....not to mention the fact that this weekend is the "Festival of the Fourty" in Grimsby which seems to be the biggest thing that ever happens here....i have no idea what it stands for but everyoneuses it as an excuse for the

2001-08-14T10:52:00.000-04:00

Wow am i tired.....over the last two days i have gotten about 11 hours of sleep compared to my normal 16-18 so i'm a little tired. I covered gorgeous James' shift with little to no incidents which for one i was glad about because after the previous night i probably would have killed someone.....and after that i returned home only to find a message on the voicemail that told me to stain the deck

2001-08-12T23:58:00.000-04:00

okay, i just had the shift from hell. the girl i got stuck working with was an useless lump of lard, which meant that i had to carry her weight, ugh! and now i have work again tomorrow morning because i'm a sucker for James' gorgeous eyes, sigh, i will never learn (grin) and i hope that's true! so my feet hurt and i still have evil thoughts of dismembering Cat's extreamely huge body and feeding

2001-08-12T02:06:00.000-04:00

Okay well, just so that no one bugs me here goes. I really wish that i was camping with all you Socs people right now, i hate missing out on things, but work calls and i need the money....i have plans to see sanjay on monday, i'm really excited! work was long and tiring today, but on the up i got to go skinnydipping when i got home which relaxed me quite a bit. but there's really not much to add

2001-08-10T00:37:00.000-04:00

well, my last attempt at blogging failled because blooger is stoopid......so at sanjay urging i'm giving this another shot. i just got home from work which makes me cranky, we had a power outage over half of grimsby today which meant that all the caffine addicts came to my store because the others were closed...fun....i also got a letter today telling me that i have to try and re-instate myself

2001-07-31T00:43:00.000-04:00

yaaa!!!! sanjay, wonderful boy-toy that he is, fixed this for me so now i can bless all you wonderful people with my presence again, (no you are not allowed to send him mail bombs becuase of this!) so let's see, my life, hmmm......well, i'm dating sanjay again ( don't roll your eyes at me!) and am very happy, ummm....working again, and am very stressed.....umm......i turned 19 a bit ago, (yeah

2001-05-16T17:55:00.000-04:00

i decided that i work to friggin' far away, not that it's out of grimsby my little town in the middle of no-where, but still. i just got back from biking to and from work, (about 14 km total) and my body is trying to stage a mutiney, i think i'm going to let it. after i reached my destination i just kept think "why the hell did i DO that?" cause i knew that i would have to bike the seven k's home

2001-05-16T13:34:00.000-04:00

i don't know why but blogger hates me, anyway, here's my quote for today "I am: yet what I am none cares or knows, my friends forsake me like a memory lost, I am the self-consumer of my woes-They rise and vanish in oblivious host, Like shadows in love's frenzied, stifled throes-And yet I am, and live-like vapors tossed. Into the nothingness of scorn and noise, Into the living sea of waking

2001-05-16T13:27:00.000-04:00

okay, well, i just decided to change everything! (i was getting a little bored with the stars, so now it's waterfalls. i hope that everyone likes the music, and if you don't well, too bad, i do! i think that i'm kinda getting the hang of this html crap (i know what you all are saying..."Finally!" lol) what can i say i'm kinda computer illiterate, meh, i'm over it! nothing much has happened in my

2001-05-10T22:18:00.000-04:00

hmmm....today....well, i went with chris to the movies, we went to see "Along Came A Spider". As far as movies go, it was okay, a little predictable but okay. we ended up going to the early show though so there were ten people in the theatre, not what i would call a great turn out. But other than that my life's been pretty uneventful. The leafs lost which really bites, but doesn't really affect

2001-05-06T01:10:00.000-04:00

i went to the movies tonight with Lexie, Dilon, James and Josh. we went to see Mummy Returns, it was decent, but i can't say that i appreciated the bugs, Ick! i hate bugs! with the exception of having to do all the yard work today and still clean bathrooms....today was okay, i guess...."There is a thin line between coincidence and fate" ~Mummy Returns

2001-05-04T19:12:00.000-04:00

today i went hiking at Niagara Glen, it was beautiful....all the trilliums were in bloom, i had a blast....in other news, my mum's mad at me again and this time i'm not sure why, and i don't know what i can do to make it better.....other than that, the only intresting thing in my life has been sleep cause i've been really tired lately, i think it has something to do with having to bike around

2001-04-29T21:38:00.000-04:00

my day....hmmm....well...i cleaned the house, then called a friend to see if they wouldn't mind rescuing me from the sheer bordem that is my life, they said sure they just had to go to a friends house for a little bit first, but they'd call me when they were done, three hours later when i called them, they tell me they can't, there's nothing like being blown off by a friend.....sigh.....well i

2001-04-29T17:18:00.000-04:00

life's confusing, well, at least for me it is....i never know what to do, or when to do it, i'm not avoidong anyone, i'm just a little unsociable right now, i need to think.....sorry all......"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious." ~ Albert Einstein

2001-04-27T03:57:00.000-04:00

well, i suppose i should say something.....hmm.....not much is going on in my life....i went to watch movies with jeff, stacy, sanjay, lisa, char, and tony tonight, (yeah seeing ex-boyfriend!) but other than that, not much has happened in my life, ummm...my neighbor keeps kidnapping my cat....but other than that, nothing.....damn, i'm boring!"Don't worry about me,I'll get along,Forget about me,

2001-04-21T13:52:00.000-04:00

I hate people who jerk you around. I hate people who treat you a certain way out of pity. I hate people who play with your heart like a yo-yo. i really want to know when they're going to get their head out of their asses and realize how horrid that their acting towards others, and how much that they're hurting others....you all know who you are."What kind of lips are theseThat lied with every

2001-04-17T14:27:00.000-04:00

apparently someone has a problem with my quotes....well, he can bite me, nothing intresting has really happened to me, well, nothing i want to share, so three words sanjay.....deal with it. :P"Listen to your heart, when he's calling to youListen to your heart, there's nothing else you can doI don't know where you're goingAnd I don't know whyBut listen to your heart, before you tell him goodbye" ~